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Sa gabi ay dalangin na
Sa araw namay pangarap ka
Ito ang damdamin ko
Mula ng lumisan ka

Kahit malayo man
Laging hiling sa Maykapal
Damhin ang paglinga ko
Hangga't magbalik mahal

Kahit na ulitin pa ma
Ang panahong nilalaan
Sa paghihintay, hindi mapapagal

Batid ng Diyos ang nilalaman
Pag-ibig ko'y sayo lamang
Di magbabago, magpakailan pa man..

Patuloy ingatan ka
Pag-ibig natin sa isat isa
Ito ang dalangin ko
Sa bawat gabi, Sinta

At pagbalik mong muli
Hindi namuling mawalay pa
Ito ang pangarap ko
Bawat araw, Sinta

Kahit na ulitin pa ma
Ang panahong nilalaan
Sa paghihintay, hindi mapapagal

Batid ng Diyos ang nilalaman
Pag-ibig ko'y sayo lamang
Di magbabago, magpakailan pa man..

Nasaana ka man
Dalanging sa'yo ilalaan

Kahit na ulitin pa ma
Ang panahong nilalaan
Sa paghihintay, hindi mapapagal

Batid ng Diyos ang nilalaman
Pag-ibig ko'y sayo lamang
Di magbabago, magpakailan pa man..

Merry Christmas

I had a very interesting Christmas eve party last night.

Days before the Christmas eve, my friends and family have been reminding me to be strong and not to cry - they were all worried about me.

My new friends here in Singapore invited me to go with them since they will have a party at home.

But, I have decided to stay at home. I'd rather stay online and watch my family via webcam and wait with them until midnight.

Been surrounded by too many people but I still feel all alone inside the mall.




I am currently under OJT, and we closed at 5:00 pm. It was still too early so I went to malls first and ate my dinner. I went home at around 7:00. Since, I knew I will be alone at home, I just bought "prata" and Spam for my noche buena.

With my new friend, Cris at Beyond Beauty. I am on training as a Front Desk Executive.




I waited and stayed online. My husband asked me to teach him how to cook Baked Macaroni.

My kids showed me the gifts they received and I saw the excitement in their faces while they opened the gifts one by one.

They played music and we sang songs. I even asked them to key in "Hinahanap hanap Kita" by regine and I sang with them.

My sister sang an upbeat song and I danced with them. LOL. I am just glad I was alone at house!

My sisters with niece and nephew.


I heared my little girl's giggle while I was dancing with them. She kept laughing and kept saying, "Mommy". After our "dance number", my little girl got tired and fell asleep. I was lucky to even see her closed her eyes while my husband sent her to bed.

We then continued - singing and dancing, joking and laughing. I felt like I was really there. It was about 2 am when I decided I had to go to sleep. It was a fun party.

Thanks to technology, I was able to enjoy Cyber Christmas celebration with my family at home. Merry Christmas everyone!!!

Should I celebrate Christmas?

It’s Christmas once again. I bet most of us are excited about this. Most of us have decorated our homes, set up Christmas Tree and underneath it are gifts for our loved ones. Almost everyone had prepared the recipes for the food on the table on that special day.

A lot of things happened to me in time for the Christmas celebration. I would like to list them down so I wouldn’t forget.

1. I am away from my family.
2. First time to be away from my kids and my husband on a very special day.
3. I have lost a niece. My sister gave birth last December 9 but the baby didn’t make it.
4. My nephew fell down and hit his head and needed a CT scan.
5. I will be alone on Christmas eve; my housemates will either go to home to the Philippines or will stay at their friend’s house.
6. I still couldn’t afford to send big amount of money since I have not started working yet.
7. I couldn’t afford to give gifts for my loved ones.
8. My son is sick (hopefully he gets well before Christmas).
9. I miss my husband and my kids.
10. My application for an Employment pass has been rejected. My employer had to make an appeal and I have to wait for 3 weeks more for the result.

But despite everything, I know I still have to celebrate Christmas. Why? Because Christmas is not dependent on what I am going through right now. Because Christmas brings hope. Because Christmas is a celebration of the love of God - that a Messiah was born to save us. It is the sole reason why I need to celebrate.